Yes, I’ve been missing from my blog this past month but I’ve not been in action at all. At the end of April I was sent to a surgical assessment ward at my local hospital by my GP. What happened next was bizarre. It’s something I’m still processing in my own head which I need to do before I can share with others.
Things as they say went pear shaped and rather serious things happened. It’s now the last day of May and I’m still here in hospital. I hope I’ve passed the turning point but after a little hiccup on Saturday and another today I’m not quite sure.
It’s going to take me time to get over all this so I will be quiet on the blog for a while but I’m a fighter and will get over this.
In 5 short weeks I went from the happiest I’ve been in my life to quite possibly the worst point of my life. But I’ll get through this despite the actions of others and also because of the supportive actions of some.
It’s really true that you find out who has your back when you need support the most. I’ve certainly seen some people’s real side and to be honest, I’m glad I have because I would have hated to continue putting effort in to something that was all a lie. I know I deserve better and nobody will bring me down and say otherwise.
Just remember you are the one who has control over your happiness. If you aren’t happy change your circumstances. Don’t ever continue to live in someone else’s lie when you find out the truth. You know you are worth more than that!